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Monday, January 22nd, 2007
12:18 am - Blue is good
Blue is good. Green is good, too. Yes, I know this may not make sense to anyone. It is a code. The two balls are eyes. Or they could be eight balls without the eight. Hee, hee. Or they could be boobs! It is really up to you.

Actually I'm just testing my new logo to see if it works. I wanted to use something simple and easy that no one else has. The two zeros or pool balls are symbols of people with nothing in their brains, which seems to be the case with many people I've seen posting on the net, especially on YouTube.

If you are one of the lucky ones to have some senes between your eyes, welcome to the club.

I'll post more later ... maybe.

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Friday, June 15th, 2001
12:42 pm - ALIEN ABDUCTORS rape/molest LJ Cyberstar artist/aviator!

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Alien Prick (c) 2001 by TAL. All rights reserved.ALIEN ABDUCTION: Photographic proof of alien abduction by Cyberstar artist/aviator TAL4Love. On 8 June 2001 Cyberstar artist/aviator TAL4Love disappeared. Rumors abounded on the Internet. Some thought he was gone forever, that his plane had crashed into the sea. Others claimed to have hacked into his system or to have hunted him down and wiped his ass off of the face of the Earth. But none of these rumors are true. What really happened to TAL4Love? Where did he go? Why was his LJ suspended? You may believe whatever you want to believe. But the truth is that TAL4Love was abducted by aliens! This is that story of the alien abduction of TAL4Love and how he was raped and molested by aliens with giant green penises! TAL4Love reveals his remarkable encounter with perhaps what is the greatest, most valuable photograph in history: the great green penis of an alien abductor! Click here to read this fantastic tale!
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Sunday, June 3rd, 2001
10:50 pm - Flying to Miami and the Great Blue Seas


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Alien Prick (c) 2001 by TAL. All rights reserved. Follow Cyberartist artist/aviator TAL4Love on his quest for adventure. His $1,000,000 Piper Mirage Malibu is custom designed to permit safe flying as he enjoys the love and romance of fucking at 10,000+ feet! Follow his exploits around the nation as he comes to know the sweet delights of women who can't seem to get enough of his high flying flights of fancy!
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current mood: Reflective

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Saturday, June 2nd, 2001
12:25 pm - Prejudice in America is alive and well

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Alien Prick (c) 2001 by TAL. All rights reserved. Do you love me or do you hate me. Read Cyberartist artist/aviator TAL4Love's insightful lore about love, hate and prejudice in America. As TAL4Love soars the skies in his $1,000,000 Piper Mirage Malibu which is custom designed to permit safe flying as he enjoys the love and romance of fucking at 10,000+ feet, rebel nuts bring out their artillery to shoot him down. Follow his exploits around the nation as he comes to know the sweet delights of women who can't seem to get enough of his high flying flights of fancy!
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Friday, June 1st, 2001
1:07 pm - Sweet Paradise

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Ah sweet Paradise, she is a fair maiden! Yes, God is dead and Christ is dust. Things change. I thought I'd show everyone why I called my site Tal's Paradise. This is a pic of my sweat maiden, whom I call "Paradise." Here she is wearing a masque. Maybe sometime we will perform an orgy for you on the Cam. But I don't know if I'm up to it. I want to keep "Paradise" all for myself. I know, I'm selfish. I took this pic of "Paradise" over in England. Yes, she has another name. Perhaps someone might recognize her. But this does not matter. I just wanted everyone to know that I have my "Paradise" and you can find your "Paradise" too. Of course I'm not going to share her with you. I'm a selfish bastard. Besides, that would be hard to do as she isn't with me now. I'm living off of memories. This is hard to explain. Besides, you would never understand unless you loved someone with all your heart, mind and soul and then suddenly they were gone. But I do have my "Paradise," she is always with me. When I'm feeling down and lonely I think about "Paradise" and our great love. I know I must be blessed to have known such a love. This is also why I still have faith in love. Some people never know a love so great that it restores their faith in all of humanity. Even though I believe God is dead, I know there is "Paradise" and that keeps me towering. Sometimes I use phrases that have special meaning to me, as they relate to poems I've written about the women I've loved. This is the case with the "towering" phrase. I must keep towering because I know there is more love I am to experience, more women who need my love and affection. This may seem egotistical, but it is not meant that way. I merely mean to say that I haven't lost faith in love or in humanity. That means if you are looking for love, maybe you have found it, or could find it, through me. Of course this does not apply to everyone. Everyone can not be my "Paradise," and I certainly can not be everyone else's "Paradise." But if something clicks inside your heart and mind and says, "Yes, I've found my Paradise," then maybe we can form a bond of trust and build upon it a great love. If not nothing is lost for the sun always rises and sets. There is always another day, other opportunities. Perhaps "Paradise" can not last forever. We must go through both happy and sad times it seems to be able to appreciate love when it comes along. If I seem not to be making much sense, this is just because you are not me and do not know my life experience. Even though I've written extensively of my relationships, I have been selfish and hidden the best of "Paradise" just for myself. But perhaps over time I will tell you why I love her so. Then maybe you can see into my heart and come to understand me better. Maybe we will even be able to love. Did you know you can come to love someone you have never met in person? True, this is possible. Love is of the mind, it is a mental experience, a trip we can all take if we just give in to the experience. It is like taking someone's hand and walking along. When you take someone's had you begin to walk not as two separate souls, but as one along the same path. That is what love is, trusting someone enough to walk along for a while in their company, experiencing everything together, sharing thoughts, feelings and all that may come as you go along together. I have been many places with "Paradise." Some of the things we have done might shock others. Even the simple joy of laying in each other's arms on the white beach sand and watching the sunset, then hiding in the sand dunes through twilight into the night as we made love with the stars twinkling above, might shock some who have never done this. Yes, we ran naked down to the Gulf and swam as the waves rushed over our wet bodies, then rolled in the surf like two spawning fish before we ran up and hid in the dunes wondering were we dropped our clothes ... finding them finally but not really giving a damn about if we did or not. It is shared experiences as these which I keep to myself, and even when they are mentioned there is so much more which goes unmentioned, as how do you describe a love which is mostly feelings so intense that words are but playing blocks for what the heart knows is real? True, I love "Paradise!" She is a marvelous woman. But we can't be together right now. Maybe one of these days. One never knows what the future may bring. Surely one of these days it will bring death to us all. But the "Paradise" I desire is here and now for I don't believe any of that crap about life after death. If you haven't found your very own special Paradise here on earth then you will never find it. So that is what I wish for everyone and why I called my site "Paradise." She is someone waiting for you, and each and everyone can find their own "Paradise." Perhaps I will see you in "Paradise" then. When we die our bodies rot and decay leaving nothing of the flesh. The Egyptians knew this which is why they mummified their bodies, preserving them with what amounts to a mixture of salt and baking soda. I might like to be mummified myself. But I think to be embedded in clear plastic, naked for all the world to see would be better. In fact I see a future where this is a quite common form of internment. Only people stand their plasticized cubes in great Halls of the Dead for public viewing. There is no shame in such naked display of the dead. Of course it might not be so good for the environment if many people joined the Church of the Eternalists, as they call themselves. But I think I'd prefer it next to cremation at sea as was the proper way to send Viking Kings to Valhalla. Certainly I don't want to be put into the ground inside a hermetically sealed coffin. But I wouldn't mind the sharks eating me or perhaps a grizzly bear, thought certainly not alive! No doubt what will probably be my demise is for the worms to have a feast of me. Return to nature that is our fate. After life is only what we leave behind in the form of our creations! Certainly "Paradise" is on Earth, not after life. If you ever knew a love such as I have known, if you ever felt so totally in love as I have felt in the embrace of "Paradise," then you would believe what I say. But most people who read this will pass it by with doubt and disbelief. But maybe there will be one who is special, who is different from all the rest. She and I will one day know our Paradise too! In time there will be others ... will you be the one to join me in "Paradise?" I wonder?

Copyright © 2001 by TAL4Love. All rights reserved.
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10:58 am - Soaring: The flitting, flighting fantasies of a Cyberstar artist/aviator

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Alien Prick (c) 2001 by TAL. All rights reserved. Come Soar With Me. Read Cyberartist artist/aviator TAL4Love's insightful lore about love, hate and prejudice in America. Follow his tale through time and cyberspace. As TAL4Love soars the skies in his $1,000,000 Piper Mirage Malibu which is custom designed to permit safe flying as he enjoys the love and romance of fucking at 10,000+ feet. Rebel nuts bring out their artillery to shoot him down, aliens abduct him and he fights back with parody, wit and lore. Follow his exploits around the nation as he comes to know the sweet delights of women who can't seem to get enough of his high flying flights of fancy!
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current mood: amused

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4:00 am - The games people play

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Dear CandyKytten, Ah these games that we play, they are so taxing. Was I critiquing a RL experience? Where does art start and fiction end? Are not they one and the same? That is, fantasy is reality when we chose to make it so. You know this well. Plus when we each recount our lives, what is told is only our projection, not what really happened. This is why when two or more people recount the same story, there comes about different tales. You reflect only what your own eyes see, what your own heart feels. Now should you say Rhiannon's Master takes her name and gives her the new one, "angel" without a capital. This somehow doesn't fit all that you have told. There is a ripple in the fabric. This might just be in your telling of the tale, or that everyone who reads it does not know of your experiences. Or it might be a result of others being able to see in pictures (both word pictures and photographs) what you do not see. For when we look at life it is much like looking at art; i.e., we bring to its interruption our own experiences. Of course you are at liberty to call Rhiannon whatever you desire. It is more interesting that you should see yourself as both an angel and a devil, both good and evil, one who sets traps for men. Why are not you setting traps for women, too? In my experience if one is bisexual the traps they set are for either sex. But what I wonder most about, which is something I see missing from you tale, is a deeper passion, something beyond the pure physical relationship. You mentioned bonding but what about love, that raging passion between hearts, minds and souls? Where is the love? Is it growing? Is it gone. Is it dead? Do you not know where it is? Of course this is none of my concern, really. I'm more concerned about my own life. But in reading various journals, I was struck by the rather mundane matters most people are writing down. At least you are experimenting with erotica and your real life and what you write does overlap. There is always overlap in fiction. Even in the wildest tales of elves and dwarfs, of witches and warlocks, of vampires and vampiresses there is overlap between the real and the imagined. After all we can only write about what we have experienced either in our lives or in our imaginations. In this regard I just want to suggest that you write what is in your heart. Speak of why love hurts, especially when it is not returned. Speak of how you feel when you touch someone deeply and to the degree that they share their feelings with you, speak of this. Then the traps you set, so to speak, will be ones from which none can escape. As it is the webs you weave might catch a few flies or gnats, but the butterflies are going to get away. I see it like this, we each have our light and dark sides, the angel and devil you say are part of you. These aspects of our character may be expressed through the roles we play, and may be accented by the love or hate we make. If you love with passion you will be loved with passion. If something is missing in a relationship which does not bring out the most in you, then that is a sign. So I said throw Master Justin a bone. Do you know what I meant by this? I meant feast upon life's delights and let him have the bone for a change. In other words turn the table around. Role playing sometimes is most fun when the roles are reversed. You should not always be the one getting the bone, being the discarded toy. Ah, but who am I to say what might be best for you. That is not what I meant to be doing. Rather I'm just throwing out suggestions. At least I bothered to read some of what you related and offered my two bits. It doesn't matter if you take it or leave it. I don't want anything from you. Certainly not to be your Master. I could never really love a woman who did not have that inner strength to demand that she be given the dignity, respect and, yes, love that she deserves. So if you can't throw someone a bone when they treat you like shit, it shows a flaw in your character (just from my point of view). This does not mean it is a fatal flaw. But you might want to consider working on this, as if you want to be happiest, you are going to have to throw that bone sooner or later. Otherwise you will always just be someone's toy, to play with and discard, without daring to love. For even the strongest Master must dare to love and risk his heart; otherwise its a one way relationship and I've been in enough of those to know they don't get you anywhere. Anyway ... that's my two bits. Adieu, TAL4Love

Copyright © 2001 by TAL4Love. All rights reserved.
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Thursday, May 31st, 2001
9:14 pm - What is in a name?

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What is in a name? A rose by any other name is still a rose. The following is an open letter to LJ member CandyKytten posted here because it likely will not fit under "comments" owing to the word limitations. Dear Ms Candykytten, I recently stumbled on your most Erotic Fantasies site and your more personal diary relating your seductive experience with Rhiannon (aka Angel). That one is a keeper. But in the interest of creating a more classical tale, should you really be referring to Rhiannon as "Angel?" Her qualities seem more those of a seductress, of a sly and clever feline or panther who is somewhat promiscuous by nature. Surely it would be more enticing to your readers to give her an alias persona which better fits her behavior as you have so eloquently described it. She draws to mind that most classic of seductresses, Cleopatra, from which no doubt Shakespeare drew in creating the maiden Juliet in his tragedy involving Romeo. Thus "Cleo" might be a more appropriate alias (maybe you could spell it with a "K" as Kleo or even "Kleodona," to give it a more erotic twist, or even "Juliet" if you want to emphasize her angelic qualities. And surely if you are going to call Rhiannon "Angel" then Justin deserves an alias befitting of his character. A true "Master" would treat all his pets with equal affection and not as temporary toys to take pleasure in and toss out as so much garbage. After all we are talking about our hearts, the hurt and pain that goes much deeper than what is just of the flesh. I suggest you ponder this and come up with an alias name for Justin which befits his immature treatment of those he should love, cherish and adore as a worthy "Master." This is just a suggestion from one writer of erotica to another. It is not meant to suggest how you feel about Rhiannon in reality. I'm only suggesting what might be more appropriate in terms of being erotic, perhaps from the male point of view. Of course if you are more aroused by the idea of seducing an angel, I can understand you wanting to call her this. But it would certainly be more believable to see her in a different light. Clearly it is not angelic for the submissive concubine of a former lover to seduce his former girlfriend. That you would see this as angelic I think is a projection of your own angelic nature and desire to submit to the more powerful will of others while enjoying the wonderful arousal such relinquishing of power may enable. So is it possible YOU are the angel here, and not Rhiannon? Now I doubt most readers you ask to critique your work will bother to be so presumptuous or even to give this much attention to your muse. But in the interest of the art of erotica, I thought it might be of some value to share this impression. Of course I do not know how Rhiannon sees herself. From what you have written it is not as an angel. Of course the human character is very complex, and one who is a seductress may very well express angelic qualities to the one she seduces. If this is true perhaps you should develop the presentation of Rhiannon's character better so that this is revealed to the reader. You do mention a number of aspects of her behavior which are similar to you in this respect. In fact your description of "so much alike" makes me wonder even more if YOU are the true angelic persona, and that you just see some of yourself reflected in Rhiannon. Also you seem to see aspects of her personality which you would like to emulate ... which you haven't been able to do yet, makes me wonder even more if you might be blinded by love, that you can not see Rhiannon's darker side? This is true in many love triangles. Your experience reminds me of Adrian, who died in an airplane crash. Ah, but that's another story. I try not to think about her too much as she was someone I loved very much and her loss hurts even now. But I guess that's just how it is when you give your heart and everything else to someone dear. So in this respect I can understand the triangular nature of your relationship. But what I wonder is, can you see where this is going? Or are you just going with the flow? Sincerely, TAL4Love

Copyright © 2001 by TAL4Love. All rights reserved.
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12:48 pm - How large is your penis?

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The following email was received from EnlargeYourPenis@aol.com. Below is the result of your feedback form. It was submitted by (EnlargeYourPenis@aol.com) on Wednesday, May 30, 2001 at 04:43:27 --------------------------------------------------------------------------- ..Guys, add 1-4 inches exactly where you need it! Want to Enlarge your Penis? It only takes 7-10 MINUTES per day! We guarantee results, or your money back! It's all natural, NO PUMPS OR PILLS or other costs involved! Click here to have a longer, thicker, harder penis GUARANTEED! ***End of e-mail*** Now really does anyone think my penis needs to be any bigger! Am I the only one that gets this sort of trashy Spam? I guess it was sent by an auto mail program, given it was sent to a sequence of names (copies of recipients had similar e-mail addresses to mine and no doubt, tons of such junk e-mail was received by others). This was done in sets of about ten people each to avoid being cut off by AOL's automated anti-Spam program which deletes user access by scrambling one's password if you try to send out e-mails to over about 20-25 people at a time. Ick, I hate that program. Before AOL told me about it I was blasted by the service several times, and all I was doing was sending out e-mail to friends and associates. My gripe is that here I'm getting spammed by an automated program that wants to enlarge my penis and AOL cuts me off when I make a mailing list of more than 20-25 friends. Something isn't right about this. Of course this is probably my own fault. Someone probably took notice of De Purple Penis and the Great Penis Revolution and decided that I needed my penis enlarged. Actually the one who needs their penis enlarged is George W. Bush! Having a president who does not have the balls to go in and get our plane back from the Chinese, via whatever force it takes, is like the blind leading the blind. Of course it would probably take more than his penis being enlarged to change this fact. God, I sometimes wonder if Republicans have penises at all? The way the religious right talks, one would think their penises have been prayed into oblivion, completely vanishes, not to be recognized or acknowledged at all! On another topic, I added some new background art to my Paradise home page. From time to time I may be changing the background art featured on this page. I'd be interested in doing banners for others who may like the metamorphic digital designs I make. What I'll do is use your on-line images to make a banner or other art work if you will give me permission. Then you can get a free banner out of the deal. This includes anyone who has a webcam or a good gallery of portrait type images. Also if you have some original erotic images I would enjoy working with these to see what sort of designs may be produced when they are abstracted. Such art might also be used to illustrate erotic stories in a more classic manner than much of the rather sleazy, unimaginative photography used on sites which feature erotica or various fetishes. One thing I have noticed while browsing the Internet is that not only is there a need for people to improve their poetry and prose, but there seems to be a big gap in mature artistic expression. I guess our educational system has failed miserably in producing talented artists. Or perhaps all the best artists have not learned how to turn on a computer yet. What do you think? Anyway, if you would like some really cool and different art to enhance you web site, let me know. I enjoy working with digital images, especially the female figure and form. So if you would like to see something new, unique and really creative, what I call a new Picasso, featuring yourself as the model, let me know. And hurry as this offer may expire soon!

Copyright © 2001 by TAL4Love. All rights reserved.
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current mood: cynical

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Wednesday, May 30th, 2001
1:05 pm - Pretty form of nihilism

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Is it possible to have a "pretty form of nihilism?" If nihilism is taken to mean the total rejection of established laws and institutions, as by anarchy, terrorism or other revolutionary activity, I doubt it would be a very "pretty" process. But in every society there are ideas and beliefs; i.e., what we call "the establishment," which are held by a large portion of people, which could do with some change or reform. In a democracy, and indeed in a republic, one dominated by a majority of representatives who are of this or that religious faith, the majority of laws upon the books are written by moralists. They are not necessarily written by artists, poets, intellectuals or other "free thinkers." Hence those of us who view themselves to be free thinkers are bounded by the laws written by moralist which sometimes serve to censor our society. Even the medical community is being "censored" in terms of what research they can do with fetal tissue or genetic engineering. Then women are being censored in terms of their control of their own body; i.e., the abortion issue. It is not nihilism to seek change of the social order as it relates to particular matters such as these. I hardly advocate that we have a lawless society, as then you would have rape, robbery, murder ... a host of violent crimes right and left without there being any consequence to those who abuse others or even take lives which are not their own. But when it comes to matters of thought control, I'm probably a nihilist; i.e., I believe in free thought, and you can not have free thought when there is a church upon every corner indoctrinating children to believe in this or that idea of God or that this or that expression of art is pornographic or obscene, or that it is some how sinful to experience love and sex before marriage. Why I'd say it is sinful to marry someone before you make love with them and know if you love them enough to want to be their loving, caring and faithful partner for however long the love may last. Ah, but it is not my purpose here to teach you anything. I'm just sharing my thoughts. You may take them or leave them as you like. I have no delusions of being God or the devil or some all wise man. I'm just someone who happens to have a different view of the world ... and thinks it might be a good idea to poke a few holds in the wall here and there ... to tear it down in places ... so that people can be free to love without the guilt of thinking they are somehow offending God.

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current mood: contemplative

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12:31 pm - Do you dare to love?

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Do you dare to love? I'm so terrible. I went browsing other Live Journals on the Journal List today and posted this missive: Dare to go where no man (or woman) has gone before ... to TAL's PRIVATE PARADISE where all is Heaven that is not Hell, where the wizard spins the spirit of love with his magic wand to enchant witches and women of wonder into his embrace ... dare to go only if you wish to escape for a moment from this reality unto another, one which reflects a different view of our world, where penises are purple and all is not quite as it seems to be. Ah, but if you can not laugh at the twists and turns, at the morphism of a mundane universe, if you take too seriously that which is "the establishment" then maybe you should not enter unto TAL's Private Paradise ... for it will change your life in ways none can tell ... and there is never any going back to that virginity that has been lost by these revelations. It was a tease. Ah, but life is full of teases. It seems women and men are always teasing each other, trying to entice and tempt. Yes, I'm probably a member of the BIG TEASE CLUB. Only I don't consider myself a tease. I consider myself THE REAL THING, whatever that is??? Of course you may consider me whatever you want. Some of the biggest teasers are the nympho girls and guys who want you to pay money to take a peak at them. I personally think everyone who does not like porn should make a protest by displaying their own wares or undies upon the Internet for FREE. Put a pic of your penis up or your breasts and invite your visitors to enjoy you in your birthday suit for FREE. If enough people did this the porn industry would go bankrupt. Of course I know this is dreaming. Our society is too damned conservative for this to happen any time soon. Its the same idea behind the movement to legalize drugs. If you make drugs legal you bankrupt the black market and take the criminal aspect out of marketing drugs. But our law makers and politicians will not do this any time soon as they are apparently controlled by or are associated with conservative, religious groups. Thus we have created an environment which makes it profitable to deal drugs. If this were changed and illegal recreational drugs were legalized, plus taxed like alcohol and cigarettes, then the money could be used to support education and fight drug addiction. Ah, but this is too revolutionary a concept for our wise legislators to even try. Of course it matters little to me given my drug of choice is caffeine in the form of tea, coffee and Coke. I'm addicted to caffeine. My other drug of choice is getting high on life! This includes sharing a bottle of wine with a favorite woman of mine. Ah ... I guess you might say I'm addicted to the pleasures of the flesh. Aren't we all! But what to do ... it seems I'm always falling in love with the wrong women. The woman I happen to love is married ... so no matter how much I love her it doesn't matter. I'm basically fucked! Hummm ... are there any women out there who want to cure my problem? I guess that the question upon my mind ... so I ponder ... who might she be? Obviously she must have an open mind. She doesn't have to agree with me about everything, but enjoy talking about everything. I'm willing to listen and not so set in my ways that I can't make compromises. In fact I think the best relationships involve making compromises, give and take to equal measure. What do you think? Any takers? Ah, I could also say she must be someone who fascinates my mind. Love is all in the mind! It is a mental process. It involves one's whole being, that whole being and how it effects your mind. What is great is when two people effect each other in the same way, that there is mutual love. So I wonder ... are there any takers? I told you I was a Big Tease ... but in this case there is something behind the tease ... a real lover.

Copyright © 2001 by TAL4Love. All rights reserved.
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current mood: flirty

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Tuesday, May 29th, 2001
10:05 am - Is God Dead?

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Is God dead? Judging from this board, practically the whole world seems dead. Yes, I know, there is the entire WWW and I suppose that is where all the action is. After all "real" people with "real lives" probably have better things to be doing than reading the meandering river thoughts of brain dead Live Journalists. :-) I changed my logo from a salad and piece of bread with the slogan, "I've got is: Good taste," to an image of King Tut with the "God is Love" catcher. Actually this is King Tut's death mask. Why this of all things for a logo? It is meant to spark debate. First of all, is God dead? What is God? Is God creator of the universe? Or is God just a spiritual concept? Is God love, that goodness and kindness which lives within each of us? Can man be a god? What do you think? Traditional Judeo-Christian religion declares God as creator of the universe, maker of man and authority over all His domain. Such a God of old can perform miracles, answer prayers or bring upon cosmic doom. I wonder if he can bring this ranking to number one on the LJ chart? Hummmm ... that would truly be a miracle. It is ironic that many religious fundamentalists want to bring God, prayer and the Ten Commandments back into government. I thought the Exodus was all about freeing religion from the state and its tyranny. In fact the idea that God is a ruler apart from man, is probably the greatest concept in the liberation of humanity from state control. Strange that so many fundamentalist think that bringing God back into government will somehow lead to a better world. In reality this will only lead to more power and control in the hands of the government. It is called theocracy. I like the concept that God is Love. This idea kills the creationist myth. If God is Love then there is no "spiritual" God, the so called creator of the universe. God is but the goodness of humanity. The concept that God is Love also destroys the Jesus son of God myth at least to the point that Jesus Christ was the flesh and blood immaculate conception of a divine spirit. Rather Jesus Christ was a teacher of Love and was only "the son of God" in the sense that Jesus taught people how to love. So when we say Jesus was the son of God what this comes to mean is that Jesus was a man who taught people how to love, love being what God really is. In other words, God is dead; i.e., God the creator of the universe is but a myth. But the death of God is not a bad thing. We can all go to his funeral and put flowers upon his grave. We can all cry and morn His passing. Then we can rejoice that there is still God as Love. So this new logo makes sense. King Tut is not God. No man is God. Religion and the state should remain separated. God, in fact, is but a concept, the idea of LOVE. This concept may outrage those who hold that God is a divine spirit. It would mean that what traditional religions have taught for thousands of years is wrong; is in fact, a lie. It is called the God Lie. Forms of the God lie are the creationist myth, the idea of the Holy Trinity, immaculate conception, the concept that salvation can come by accepting Jesus Christ as savior of humanity and the belief in eternal life after death in a place called "Heaven." As soon as you stop believing the God Lie, and replace it with the God is Love belief, doors will open inside your mind. For only then can you begin to achieve enlightenment. What is enlightenment? That is perhaps a subject for another day, but let's just say for now that enlightenment is what comes when you are not blinded by the shadows upon the wall or the blanket of beliefs taught to you since you were a child. Enlightenment is a way of seeing the world that you must find for yourself. Make no doubt about it, adopting and promoting the belief that God is dead will not make you very many friends. In fact I imagine this post will result in a barrage of hate e-mails. That just goes to prove my point: God is Love, not hate, and those who embrace the later concept are the ones who are ignorant, superstitious and blind. They are the ones who should be reprogrammed, not me! Whatever your belief you are invited to post a comment. But please don't bug me with your hate e-mails. If you have any hate e-mail you may send it to Blinded by the Light.

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Sunday, May 27th, 2001
1:13 pm - The Great Penis Revolution

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Are you ready to read something that will knock your socks off. You will get a real kick in the balls with The Penis Revolution. This is a satirical, provocative essay I wrote which deals with everything from the male ego and penis envy to censorship upon the Internet. It will probably piss a lot of people off. All I can say is they need to be pissed off. Sometimes the truth does that, pisses everyone off. Pardon the pun, but you have to piss people off to effect change in the world. No one pays any attention to you these day unless you run naked through the street or expose yourself upon the Internet. This little piece of artistis prose does a bit of both. It's all done in the name of truth, justice and the American way. What we have is a society of couch potatoes which is largely asleep and brain dead. I figure the only way to wake people up is to put a match under their asses. If THE PENIS REVOLUTION doesn't do it nothing will.

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Saturday, May 26th, 2001
6:18 pm - Read the Pyrite Affair

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So you say my journal is too boring? Hmmm ... let's see what we can do about that. Try reading The Pyrite Affair. This is about my relationship with Adrian who died in an airplane crash. Let me know what you think. Thanks.

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Thursday, May 24th, 2001
12:00 pm - Talking to myself

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I feel like I'm talking to myself ... which actually I am :-) ... talking to myself inside my head. Is that what we all are doing? I've been reading a few other live journal diaries. Some seem pretty wacky. Some are quite interesting. I've notice, though, that the level or artistic creation, what I'd call ART IQ seems to be lacking on may sites. Hmmm ... what can we do about this. Okay, given that I see a problem let's offer a solution. If I like your site I'll do you a free banner or some background art (it may be weird or abstract in nature as that's the sort of art I do). In exchange if you use my design all I ask is that you link back to my Paradise home page at http://www.geocities.com/tal4love/paradise.html. This is an opportunity for you to get some great (or different) art for your site. Don't everyone reply all at once. But if you need some art for your site, say in the form of some new banners, then contact TAL4Love. Be sure to give me the URL/address of your site and give me permission to use any images/pictures of you on your site (for purpose of making a banner or other art for you). I'll take a look at your site and if I like it then I make you some are. This is just my way of helping everyone improve their site. Can't beat a free offer like this one, as I'll be doing all the work so GO FOR IT!!!!!

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Wednesday, May 23rd, 2001
10:38 am - Let's have some feedback

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Okay, let's have some feedback. I realize this is a new site, but still I'd like some feedback from whoever happens to stumble upon it. Here are some things I'd like to know your opinion about: (1) Do you have any problem with the complex morphic design backgrounds I am using? Do these make it too difficult to read the page or do they add a degree of novelty to the site which warrant's their continued usage? (2) How can I get more traffic to my home page? What are the best places to list this site? So far I haven't expended much effort to list the site. What I'd like to know is the best places to list the site, given I have a CAM? (3) Who is viewing my home page? (4) Who are you? (5) What brought you here? (6) Do you plan to come back? (7) Why or why not? Would you take the time to please send me an e-mail and answer these questions. Also please tell me a little bit about yourself and include your home page URL so I may visit your site. Thanks.

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Sunday, May 20th, 2001
1:28 pm - Docudrama

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Today I got my docudrama page up and running which shows A Day in the Life of TAL4Love. This reviews a typical day from the shower to a day in the park and a night out on the town at the Outback. Of course every day is different but generally you can find me out and about taking pictures, writing or meeting interesting people. So if you want to get to know me better come see me at my docudrama site and then post me an e-mail with your impressions. Thanks. Terry

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Saturday, May 19th, 2001
12:44 pm - Docudrama Production

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Today I'm producing a photo documentary entitled "A day in the life of Tal4love" which will features a set of photographs taken of me Sat. 19 May 2001. I am doing this just so visitors to my homepage may get a better feeling about me, that even if you don't know me, maybe you will be able to feel closer should this be your desire. Also this may give you some insight into my life. I'll be posting these at Docudrama: A day in the life of TAL4Love at http://www.geocities.com/tal4love/docudrama.htm. It may be a few days before this is posted so check back later and see me staring in my own life :-)

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Friday, May 18th, 2001
12:16 pm - What a beautiful day!

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Ah, it is a wonderful, beautiful day today. I'm in a great mood so this is an opportunity for any single women out there in cyberspace to write to me and propose marriage! :-) Hee, hee ... yes, I know I'm egotistical. But should some fair young maiden happen to stumble upon this muse, it is your opportunity to send a letter of introduction telling me about yourself and why I should be interested in courting you. Now to make things easier I will tell you all about myself. I'm horny as hell and need a girl! There, that should be all you need to know about me. Now tell me about yourself. What, you say you need more specifics. Okay, let's see ... I'm horny as hell and know how to make you very happy! There, that should be enough to warrant your reply. Oh yeah, I'm not gay, I don't have AIDs or any other dreadful sexually transmitted disease and I am a very fun guy to be around. What else do you want to know. Look, I can't read your mind. If you are an attractive, intelligent, mature woman then I'd be interested in sharing e-mail and friendship. I'm especially interested in meeting other creative women who enjoy the company of men who admire them not only for their bodies but for their minds. Are there any such women left in this world? Hummm ... given the status of our current educational system, probably not. Oh well, I guess I could just order me a love doll :-) Ah, but what fun could a piece of rubber be? I need a living, breathing, talking woman, not a piece of static polymer, not some acetate fake foam vacuum form, not some vinyl virgin with a vibrator and a half dozen artifical orifices ... but a real live woman! Are there any of those left? Yes, I'm just trying to provide a little entertainment. I realize this will be read mostly by a bunch of nerd jerkoffs who have love dolls in their closets so hopefully this will scare them off. On the other hand if you a woman looking for someone other than a nerd to flirt with, then do let me know. Send me an e-mail and picture and tell me a little about yourself. I'm on the rebound, so to speak, from a relationship with a married woman. So I'm interested in hearing from single women who are not involved with anyone else and are looking for a man who will care about them, give them the attention and devotion they deserve and who will love, cherish and respect them. I prefer short and fit women who are attractive and have no hang ups about their bodies, who are bright, have an open mind and enjoy the fun and adventure of living a fun filled life. I'm not into gay or bisexual women, though I'm not prejudice toward anyone. It is just that in terms of relationships I prefer heterosexual women. Ah, this sounds like it is turning into a solicitation for sex, but although I'm a sexual person, what I'm really looking for is to establish some good friendships first. Then we can go from there and play it by ear. Obviously no one can know how they are going to get along with or how much they will like or dislike someone until they have time to get to know them. So I'm interested in developing some freindships with women who are also interested in the same thing; who also may be attracted to me because we share similar intellectual interests and/or may develop a fondness for each other given that we just like being together. Any women who happen to read this are welcome to contact me at looking for the most wonderful woman in the world!. If that happens to be you, please don't pass me by as I'm the greatest catch you will ever find :-) That's my ego expressing itself again. Ah, but what is so great about having an ego is that should we develop a friendship or possible relationship, my ego will boost you so high you'll be on cloud nine, ten, eleven ... etc. So I hope to hear from you soon. Good luck and catch me if you can! Terry

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Thursday, May 17th, 2001
11:33 am - Diskette Books

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I've been busy writing letters and an erotic short story entitled "Lost in Los Vegas" detailing my encounter with a very seductive woman which you may read on-line at Lost in Los Vegas. The story was written in long hand and I need to transcribe it and upload it which I should have done shortly. Also those who are interested in my love letters may find them at Paradise.

I'm a very prolific writer. I have published much of my work on diskettes rather than in hard or paper back as I believe that we should try to preserve our environment and stop killing so many trees just to print newspapers, magazines and books upon. Instead I publish my work on-line or as diskettes books. In this manner I'm not contributing to the destruction of our forest. Although I realize trees are a renewable resource, trees are being destroyed faster than they can be planted and grow. This is because of the population explosion, the out-of-control reproduction of the Earth's masses of people. So if you want to do something to help, buy one of my diskette books. Thanks! I have several more books in production plus am constantly working on my on-line publications. It seems I'm always working upon a new project. I'm not totally opposed to having some of my completed works published in printed form, especially where my fine art work and photography is concerned, which may be used to illustrate my work. So should a publisher be interested in helping me to make a small fortune, please click here and contact me with regard to publishing my books. I suppose I could always donate or invest a percentage of my profits to nonprofit projects designed to help preserve our national resources. Yes, I realize that this may not seem like a typical diary/journal entry. But I'm some what of a work-aholic and see nothing wrong with plugging myself. After all, if you want to know about me there is no better way to learn that to read my works.

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